i can do nothing

Every night I get up many times whenever I feel uncomfortable

Last night was little more because of shouting too much

as if i was going to rectify some one 

it was my wild rage and utter helplessness

i can't go over board

suddenly i was quiet i saw within a circle that's boundary i can't cross

the world earth heaven hell all celestial is my reflection without a mirror

i can't change my feeling bad i can't influence nothing

i can't create or delete a dust or a microbe

no matter how much i try and how long i try

i can't change now

i can do nothing

however all changes by itself without my care
i can't ever prevent